Sad things

Im in a very sad period nowadays…Its not one thing. No …..  3 in a row…..
life is not good for me….why   …I dont know.Im a bad ??????..or what ….Is God punishing me???
The first week of januari  i was so happy….I wished that feeling would last for ever
But  in a winck … hapiness  was gone   and still is…
He is  not doing well…Yesterday  specialist told hem that he had to undergo surgery. They gonna do more test to be sure …on friday
Not  chemo yet    ……but time passes…
I burn candles   and pray  Jezus… i feel awefull I can cry  a whole day
This night had nightmares  One afther the other And every time i woke up   i was swimming in sweat.
This night felt like a week…..
And the other two things….it concerns my  closest  friends    ….Which have probs….and U know …space friends…..
I dont think  LIFE IS  FAIR  ……. I KNOW NOW  Life  is not fair.
These guys …..   a very  close one and……. the other one at  the other end of the world …  What did they  do wrong . To deserve such a complicated   unfair life. Sweetest guys I ever met…..
My loved space  friends with all these emotional things… Im gonna take a break from my space for a couple of days So U willget no comments of me  sorry …
So dont worry i will be back…But I need  time  to concentrate…   on my emo probs    Plz understand.
LOve u all
I wanna say thx to u all for ur concern abt Michael  …..I get so much mails …Feels so good…
Wanna wish  GOPAL  strenght  I know what ur going through pal , coz i feel the same now.
I burn a candle  for ur mom.
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3 Responses to Sad things

  1. Golfing Lady says:

    Hi Sweeti,
    I wish I could give you a great big hug, but am praying for your Michael. Hang in there. Just keep praying as God answers prayers.
    I don’t know if my space is working properly as I have not received one message all week. Hope you receive my note okay.
    Love and Hugs,

  2. A Utah Woman Am I says:

    I am so sorry to hear about what is going on in your life currently Sweeti! 
    Words cannot explain how hard that is.  I once heard a quote that stated: "
    Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle"
    And I really enjoyed the rationale behind it.  We rarely know what kind of battles people are facing, but I know that with your sweet spirit and optimism you can get through anything that comes your way.  I will miss you while you are gone but hope that the break serves you well.
    Take Care,

  3. Jaime Campbell says:

    Oh my dear Sweeti Marij,
    I’m so sorry for your pain.  How is Michael?  What have they decided to do?  Did they run the tests today?  I’m giving you the biggest hug that I have….******HHHHUUUUGGGGG*******
    And I’m sad for your pain about the other things that you are going through as well.  I agree with you.  Life, indeed, is certainly not fair.
    I love you,

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