Out of order

Just now…I wrote an entry I was so inspired …writing abt my feelings ..words came out so easily.
than  i pushed wrong  button and everything was gone.I had  no energy  to start all over again.My head was so empty.I talked with a friend after that on g talk.and i decided  to  lift my ass  and go for a rest on the couch..Since monday morning  i have terrible back pains.My fysio friend at work gave my monday massage and helped  the pain go away.
Felt better after that.Yesterday  when i got home from work   ( i did not go to my Power plate..or course not) i had my dinner  and did nothing…nothing..nothing
So to day  second visit  to  fysio….I thought  this evening pain was gone..But  now…pewwwwwwwww.
im sitting here behind my laptop…Oeps  i need  to get up…and  rest..Pain still there…Boos
I hate this.
To be continued….
Oh yes
I tried to put positiv news……well  maybe 2 mo…when Pain is gone.
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21 Responses to Out of order

  1. Ruma says:

    Hi Sweeti! I know that awful feeling when you lose all your precious thoughts due to computer malfunctions! I’ve started writing in Word nowadays, and then transferring everything on the site, as I too have suffered like you!          I also know the pain of back-aches. Do take ample rest….and avoid being on your feet, or picking up heavy loads and any other sudden movement. Taking continuous bed rest, for at least 48-72 hours is the best way to beat back pain.Bye, and do take care!Love, Ruma.

  2. Ruma says:

    Hi Sweeti! I know that awful feeling when you lose all your precious thoughts due to computer malfunctions! I’ve started writing in Word nowadays, and then transferring everything on the site, as I too have suffered like you!          I also know the pain of back-aches. Do take ample rest….and avoid being on your feet, or picking up heavy loads and any other sudden movement. Taking continuous bed rest, for at least 48-72 hours is the best way to beat back pain.Bye, and do take care!Love, Ruma.

  3. Ruma says:

    Hi Sweeti! I know that awful feeling when you lose all your precious thoughts due to computer malfunctions! I’ve started writing in Word nowadays, and then transferring everything on the site, as I too have suffered like you!          I also know the pain of back-aches. Do take ample rest….and avoid being on your feet, or picking up heavy loads and any other sudden movement. Taking continuous bed rest, for at least 48-72 hours is the best way to beat back pain.Bye, and do take care!Love, Ruma.

  4. ₪Μy§TẲfiЄĐ₪ says:

    Hello Sweeti
    How are you? Better I hope!
    Hey…thanks for the Australia Day greetings
    The Australia day long weekend was a lot of fun
    A few party’s going on and some B.B.Q’s in the park
    it was a great weekend!
    When you’re talking about having feeling inspired and writing
    but..then pushing the wrong key only to see it all ..disappear 😦

    I’ve had the same thing happen to me and..I can’t stand that!
    Or when I’ve done a long reply to someone and…again ..press
    the wrong key Grrrr only to see it dissapear lol
    I’m sorry to read that you have back pain! It’s no fun is it!
    I think the best thing to do is..to lie down and rest it
     
    Sweeti! I hope you feel better soon
    and…have a good day!
     
    Cheers,
    Garry xo
     

  5. Michiko's says:

    Hi sweeti san,
    Joing a clubLOL! what coincidence,I having stiff back from working the garden, this was happened in the last Friday…
    I went see pysio and had an acupuncture as well. I had very bad one in 2005 but this time is not bad.
    I hope we both get better soon.
    Big Hugs,
    xxxxooo  

  6. sillygloop says:

    Hey…sorry to hear this…hope the pain goes away after some real good rest n massages. The body certainly needs downtime to recover after a strenuous exercise or abrupt change – take care!

  7. Project says:

    That’s too bad honey about your back..the worst pain there is and I had "many" back problems myself..about a month at a time too of "not moving" and massive pain killers. I hated it over all other pains I had before.
     
    But "miss" president would be an "unmarried woman" and I don’t think we will "ever" elect someone who is unmarried to lead us..I mean, what would she be? A virgin princess? Somebody who’s as "pure as the driven snow?"
     
    We don’t want that for sure as it’s very corrupted at the top of all governments,  and we have to have a corrupted person to run the whole thing just to protect ourselves from them. 
     
    So "all candidates" are known crooked, and some worse than others..that’s how they "all" get rich, including your own politicians. In fact, "all" politicians as I said are that..rich for nothing but their stealing ability and expertise at producing slaves with no future to speak of for anyone but themselves.
     
    Is that the source then of the exploding "suicide rate?"
     
    Almost all say so with their last notes on the subject, and hey, are they lying on the way out? Nope..the truth as they see it also is that knowledge entirely..if you are already rich through no efforts of your own, you are chosen by God.
     
    If you get rich through the manners that it is done from scratch, then you are assisted by Lucifer.
     
    God or Jesus never even once said "get rich anyway you can" as part of their teachings..then who teaches it now? Christians? Only perverted ones honey…not followers of the prophet’s advice at all, or on any level.
     
    So consider two things about those suicides.
     
    They are generally the children of the filthy rich who refuse their parent’s world or lives, and all were on severe drug useage at the time of death, and almost across the board..meaning "all" of course.
     
    Drug useage only produces depressions and exagerated pains and sorrows. Alcohol is the number one issue in each autopsy too for most cases.
     
    And always, we have had suicides..but publicity has increased to the point it sounds like "everybody" is killing themselves when nothing could be farther from the "whole truth" that incudes "all."
     
    Since the poverty stricken have "extremely low" suicide rates, it boils down to mostly the rich guys who’s lives seem empty and no future with "everything" in their hands..and what then is missing in them all?
     
    Religion honey, pure and simple.
     
    The only religion they see is the perverted kind their rich parents used to qualify their own "special status" for getting rich at the loss of all others they deal with..wicked do you think?
     
    Jesus did and says so loudly and over and over.
     
    Frankly, he should have turned them all into toads and be done with them..instruction and example did no good whatsoever, and he said it "would come to pass" all these things that are today.
     
    So for tomorrow?
     
    "Eat, drink, and be merry, for tomorrow ye shall surely die." He sure doesn’t say to go when you feel like it or can’t handle it.
     
    I think each wants to kill others, and decides to kill themselves instead before they do, thinking they have "not killed" when they killed themselves..and..with almost "zero" references in suicide notes to religion at all.
     
    So in conclusion, I wrote that "lack of religious training and drugs and alcohol" are the source causes.
     
    So is that positive?
     
    I suppose one could close their eyes and think only fantasyland exists, but don’t open your eyes or that dream will disappear in the light of the real day around you.
     
    Jesus also said this was a bad trip with death at the end of pain, loss, and torture. Get used to it? Yeah..and be happy anyway just to see a single flower or funny monkey.
     
    Those who died by their own hand didn’t see the sky, the sun, or even a bird singing in the pine tree they used to end it all..so what? The darkness and no life is all that’s in their heads? Yes indeed..blind to the real world in fact honey.
     
    That would not be you and I though sweeti..so..get well soon so you can party some more..be a real Christian.
     
    And technically, it will be "Mrs. Clinton" or "Mrs. President"…mark my words down somewhere.
     
    Love you,
     
    David.
     
     

  8. Jorge says:

    Hope the pain is gone and hasn’t returned! Don’t you just hate it when the computer just swallows all your work? It’s happened to me far too often. Be well,
    J.

  9. batti says:

    it’s nearly Feb. ,hope that everything’s better

  10. Marilena says:

    I hop

  11. Marilena says:

    I hop

  12. Marilena says:

    I hop

  13. Marilena says:

    I hop

  14. Marilena says:

    Sorry!! I guess a computer error happened to me too!!
     
    Hope you feel better soon…

  15. Trouble says:

    Aww, i know! Computers can be such a pain at times! 🙂
    I can understand how bad the backaches are! Just take ample rest, work less, and get a good massage. Things will be fine! 🙂
     
    Hugs,
    Divoo
     

  16. deepu says:

    helo sweets…uffff…i think i came i lil early….or little too late?? dono..niway, i hope to see you all full of smiles and shining like ever morrow ha?
    too much of sitting infront of ur pc ha? or went for some high mountain trek??
    heyy get better faster ha? we all need to see a smiling a sweety, but that doesnt mean you need to now jump up and do all things and aggravate it, take proper rest, as i do now..hehehugs..take care

  17. Project says:

    You are lucky to have had that background..and I am sure that most think they will "wake up" somewhere else better, so even without specific training, they have a grasp of heaven, or at least an afterlife.
     
    As for them being guilty of anything, all are guilty of much..big deal Jesus said..try and get out of that he admonished, and in the end said that none could make it to his point no matter how much he thought they would, and he was speaking of his own desciples who had seen "all" and heard "all" that he had tried to teach them..nope.
     
    So in the end he had to "bestow" upon them the "holy ghost," or "powers" that he had.
     
    "Bestowed" is English. In paleo-Hebrew, it means "given against their will or belief as unearned" and a similar word is also misunderstood.."forgiveness."
     
    It is also forced upon all whether they like it or not..and few would agree to forgive their mortal enemies is why that also.
     
    So, under those rules, all would be in heaven as soon as they die according to his final statements in a manner similar to Lazareth.
     
    That does not relieve the pain of most survivors as most are not very schooled in "exactly" what he said or why.
     
    But since he spoke for the first man to the last, it is so.
     
    Therefor, the suicides have indeed gone to heaven, but wished they could touch this good green earth again even for a second..that to struggle and not give up is honor. That to help others was their orders from there to begin with.
     
    And only the suvivors cry, and feeling as if they had some part of the event..nope, wrong again..each is like god..their own life is in their own hands..not someone else’s as some of the suicide notes suggest.
     
    Most of them are on something at the time of those decisions.
     
    So my study concuded that, of those two consistent features, drugs and alcohol were the two principle factors that caused a long slide into deranged depression prior to the event.
     
    Even Catholic priests who committed suicide are generally winos, and drunk at the time, that being highly available to them and the pressures are greater with them than average too.
     
    But I’m glad to hear that you are improving with your back problem, and glad to hear you like reading my stuff..I write much you know.
     
    Someday, I will have my internet talk show going and we can talk in front of all that are in the world..and what will we say?
     
    I will start it out with "Stop! Cease fire! I have a better plan!"
     
    Then it will be your turn to answer from your half of the screen..others will see us both, and in real time..cool or what?
     
    And Sweeti? I would never believe you were born poor, are poor, or will ever be poor. You are like me who loves their world, and all parts of me that touches, touches it constantly. All parts that feels, feels it even if it’s freezng me.
     
    And with all power, why would I refuse to feel? Not me honey, and not you either I suspect.
     
    Love you,
     
    David.

  18. Isabel says:

    Hello sweeti!!
    Today my friend Miguel went to Sri Lanka!!
    It made me remember you…
    well me I wont go far for now…I cant just now but in a few months…
    For now I am going south again ! Its Carnival here…
    Hey I hope you are better from your back pain!
    And I wish you a great weekend!
    Love from Isa

  19. Tida says:

    Hhehe..It happened to me a few times too..^^All words gone, but frustration. hehe..but you are better than me..at least you put something on it hehe..^^ Wish u a pleasent day, Sweeti..Take care

  20. deepu says:

    ok, thats nice to hear, i hope this weekend wil give u enuf rest to recover…and i wil pray for you ok? so no problems..hehe now you can listen to that song endlessly….
     
    heyy i too used to sufer from this thing 3-4 years back, now i think my back is stronger….take care,and have a smooth weekend…

  21. Ashwini says:

    Aww…. thats bad… its terrible when you have written words from your heart and something like this happens!!!!
    U take good care of your back dear…
    tc

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