When this day started..

When i woke up after a bad night (no) sleep i watched the mirror.
as im now in kind of situation that i recover from skin cancer. After some weeks im back to normal, dont worry.
And with all the serious things going on with my loved ones i started to cry
Jesus im such a cry baby.But my husband talked with me and i calmed down.
I cant help it. Its something stronger then myself.

Its just one of those days.
when i read my astrology info for this day it says

Hi Marij!
Here is your Daily Horoscope for Saturday, August 3

Try not to worry too much today — it’s bad for your soul, and it certainly doesn’t help you get ahead. It may trouble you that things are moving slowly with someone or something, but this phase doesn’t last long

U believe in astrology…well i Do.

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29 Responses to When this day started..

  1. prenin says:

    Sorry you’re going through a bad patch hun – I cry too and I’m not ashamed of it.

    Too many bad memories and hard times kind of weigh us down sometimes…

    I used to do the Tarot until I realised I didn’t need the cards.

    Star sign wise I am a Cancerian Rat so I’d make a great mother! 🙂

    Love and squishy hugs my friend! 🙂


    • chicasl10 says:

      Hi Ian
      As im using the efidux creme i have to go trough a period of bad moments Its getting worse But seems after 4 weeks things will go better and i will feel better im sure of that. I read now a diary of a guy who had same But then on his forehead. And it feels good to read that im not alone in this emotional situation.
      SUn is bad…


      Its better u dont read this while eating .
      Be well Ian

      • prenin says:

        Hi hun! 🙂

        I read it and you were right: It’s NOT nice!!! 😦

        I hope you keep going though hun – I know how brave you are and the cure is better than the alternative!!! 😦

        Hope you get well soon! 🙂

        Love and squishy hugs always!!! 🙂


      • chicasl10 says:

        thats rreality Ian But as everyones says Oke these weeks will be hard But it will be oke. and im a believer and i know this will work Tx ian

  2. You might know what I think about astrology. Sounds like you received some good advice.
    Do what ever it takes to bring a smile. you have many good friends!
    with love (smile), Eddie

    • chicasl10 says:

      it was so wierd Eddie. It was like that msg was meant for me only. I was very emotiional before i read that.
      Tx Eddie Ur smile and love is very valuable for me

  3. Joe Cutler says:

    I wish I could ease your suffering my friend but I can only pray for you and thank God that where I fall short He makes up the difference.

    • chicasl10 says:

      Joe after reading this diary


      i felt better Its like when u have something and u can share with someone who has the same.
      I know that emotions are normal. And we dont need to fight against them.
      And we can only have faith and believe that things will go in another direction
      Tx Joe
      Have a nice sunday

  4. Dear Mj I hope you receive this as I comment via phone.
    I am so sorry you have had to cope with all this worry to your health asn that of loved ones. Sometimes we are given heavy loads to carry. I know you will come through ever stronger my friend
    Plus I do believe in the stars and their messages. Know you are guided and release all your worry. All will be well if you allow it to be so.
    Sending you a mega Hug dear Mj. Cosmic hugs to you love Sue xxxx

  5. chicasl10 says:

    tx Sue ur words mean a lot. Im going trough a phase now and with all the ups and downs. But reading other patients diary


    it feels better knowing that its not abnormal whats happening.
    But as i am an emotinal person ( blame my mom and dad) i think a lot
    My friends and family is going trough a much harder time and we can only be there for them. How can we understand what they go ttrough
    Faith and hope that specialists and the bodies will do what we want
    Wish u a wonderful sunday

    • Thank you for this Link MJ, and you know you have my heartfelt thoughts my good friend… All is healed, please keep repeating that… ” I am healed “….. Love and Blessings always xxx Sue

  6. natswans says:

    MJ I am so sorry to read this today , what an awful thing to happen to you. I read the Link above to see what you are going through. Glad to hear the worst is over, ..Hope your family and friends are pulling together , and you are all there for each other.

    Sending you a Hug and blessings
    Sheila x

    • chicasl10 says:

      tx Sheila well im end week 3 now and its like Thousand needles are using my nose.I cant touch cos the creme is dangerous Its going to be fine I know i have to wait for the result. No Sunshine for me . Well i never was with my face in the sun. Seems that 10 years after the damage the sun makes ( u cant see anything at that moment)
      it comes out.
      and for the rest of my family and friends . Chemo and pills
      check ups and results The road is just one direction,

      Straight forward
      Tx Sheila. for ur hugs and blessings.
      Enjoy every day and smile

  7. Gray Dawster says:

    I hope that your treatment works swiftly Sweeti as the Sun can be so unrelenting sometimes, I know over exposure is partly why we can get skin cancers but there are creams to help that now and I am sure that after six weeks to a month of treatment that you will be alright so don’t be getting upset my great friend just keep applying your medicine and it will work 🙂

    Andro xxxx

    • Gray Dawster says:

      Hmm… I meant a month to six weeks 😦 Grrrrr

      Andro xxxx

      • chicasl10 says:

        i know Geoff But like saterday morning i had a bad moment. I have such days when i get too emotional.
        But i realise that im Lucky woman Dr. said im in time to get things back to normal.
        So no worries Only avoid the mirror .

      • Gray Dawster says:

        Hey no avoiding the mirror Sweeti
        just get well again soon 🙂 I am adding
        my most positive thoughts to this one
        so how about that for positive vibes 🙂

        Oh and be good too, or else? 😉

        Andro xxxx

    • chicasl10 says:

      tx Geoff for ur positiv vibes i can feel them.Really i feel now stronger and more power to fight.
      I can handle and i know that it will be ok

  8. michiko says:

    Astrology is a good thing as it can coincide with our daily lives. Cancer can be a deadly desease but in many instances can be cured from our bodies with the help of medical interventions. Every day you will improve and your strength will get stronger!
    Sweeti san!

  9. prenin says:

    Just popping by to see how you are and offer lots of love and hugs my very brave friend! 🙂

    You are a fighter hun – and I KNOW you will win!!! 🙂

    Love and prayers to you my friend!


    • chicasl10 says:

      Tx Ian.
      Its still in a worser phase But monday i will have to use another kind of cream so then i will see recovery.
      Now back to office.
      My colleagues are wonderfull. I need that Uknow
      im a fighter yes i am and i push other also to fight when they are in sad situation.
      But i have moments…But thats normal seems
      Enjoy ur day Ian and hope u had a good night sleep

  10. Gray Dawster says:

    I am just calling by to wish you a happy and carefree weekend my lovely great friend Sweeti and to let you know that I am thinking about you 🙂 🙂

    Be well my dear 🙂

    Andro xxxx

    • chicasl10 says:

      tx Geoff To morrow i have to go back to specialist and i can stop with using that skin destroying cream
      it will be worse for a while but after that it can only get better
      i have faith and really Tx for ur words.

      • Gray Dawster says:

        You are welcome my sweet friend,
        and tomorrow is the start of getting
        you back to how you were before 🙂

        I know that you will be okay Sweeti
        so just take each day knowing that
        you are getting better 🙂 🙂

        Andro xxxx

  11. Marko says:

    Hello! I wish you a successful new week.

  12. michiko says:

    Thank you Sweeti san welcome to writting me!
    I was wonderring where I was disapoeared off to I has done!
    I have a weekend full of fun and hope I enjoyeng the last of this winters time before it’s gone wish the best for me.
    Have a good day Sweeti san!

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